spreadsheets, a journal.
reflecting on hikes cleared space
to rest, grieve, and heal
I - With (Sept. 22 post)
we flipped maps, made plans
as if good health, friendship were
permanent. cheeky
II - Despite (Aug. 27 post)
inactivity
causes me to wilt. any
trophies? medals? Nope.
III - Along (Oct. 13 post)
me: here's one. then her:
another. pulled through the unknown
as if by magnets
IV - Inside (Nov. 2 post)
lumpy pockets stuffed
with cookies. oats, nuts, chocolate.
our fossil-free fuel
V - Underneath (Sept. 9 post)
frost-covered stone steps,
the obstacle course of grief.
both are treacherous
VI - Amidst (Nov. 26 post)
with bliss and ends in chaos.
lean in. they are linked.
VII - Without (Oct. 19 post)
her doctor once placed
ice on a friend's dry tongue too
advice? brace yourself
VIII - Between (Nov. 9 post)
offer those who grieve
uncut pies. stop eyeing the
crust, the crumbs. listen
IX - Beyond (Oct. 26 post)
the dead persevere,
linger, love after what we
assumed was the end
X - In (the Shade) Nov. 17 post
come, rest in the shade
let ferns, hostas hold
despair
‘til light, warmth return
XI - Among (Sept. 3 post)
each bloom, each petal
was distinctive, cherished, then
tenderly released
XII - Within (Sept. 16 post)
this wild ribbon
weaves through outer/inner terrain
upshot? resilience
Afterward: Friendship (Sept. 30 post)
initiate. build
lean on and lift up
Afterward: Loss (Aug. 13 post)
Afterward: The Bruce Trail (Oct. 5 post)
take poles, map, layers
check that boots, like companions
are a proper fit
Acknowledgements (Aug. 6 post)
doubt, deprecation
were gagged, placed in a corner
by those listed here